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Handstands

by Beerjacket

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1.
Vacuum 02:34
You’ve been caught in a vacuum Of misspent loyalty ‘Cause people like you are people like me But some are magnetic To the things that bring them grief So if it’s any comfort to you You’re worth more than ten of them You’re the drum that I’ll beat to You’re the broken I will mend You’re the dark of the backroom Discontented royalty But people like you need the light to see Some people are addicted To the stings that make them bleed So if it’s any comfort to you You’re worth more than ten of them You’re the drum that I’ll beat to You’re the broken I will mend So if you take my hands I'll pull you out No need to believe And no need to doubt If you take my hands I'll pull you out No need to believe And no need to doubt But if it’s any comfort to you You’re worth more than ten of them You’re the drum that I’ll beat to It’s you I will defend So if you take my hands I'll pull you out No need to believe And no need to doubt If you take my hands I'll pull you out No need to believe And no need to doubt If you take my hands I'll pull you out No need to believe And no need to doubt If you take my hands I'll pull you out No need to believe And no need to doubt If you take my hands
2.
Blemish 03:14
You can no longer ignore This monster that’s camped itself up at your door ‘Cause you know you could always make so much more than just disaster So no more excuses from you Being blind to truth doesn’t make old things new If you’re still in there, put one foot before you Be your own master Make peace with your blemish Even pain can be cherished Let your blood be replenished with mine Don’t make a guest of your menace Don’t let sadness stain every sentence Let your wounds turn into weapons in time And I’ll be waiting for your thunder to crack When the storm’s before you, I’ll be at your back The ground may try to swallow you But I’ll map a path back to your home again Make peace with your blemish Even pain can be cherished Let your blood be replenished with mine Don’t make a guest of your menace Don’t let sadness stain every sentence Let your wounds turn into weapons in time What I’m saying you can no longer ignore.
3.
Muscle 03:19
Keep sending the muscle to knock at my door I’ll hide behind sofas and crawl on the floor If I just hold my breath still and try not to move I might just make it through If I stay out all night then you’re not gone If I start a fight then I’m not wrong If I try to hide than I’m not lying If I try to not to cry then I’m not dying It must be hard to be so tough There is no muscle strong enough There is no muscle strong as love And it’ll break your heart. I weep from my muscles and I leave a trail Of apologies behind me every time I fail If I just hold you closer and try not to bail It might just be okay. If I stay out all night then you’re not gone If I start a fight then I’m not wrong If I try to hide than I’m not lying If I try to not to cry then I’m not dying It must be hard to be so tough There is no muscle strong enough There is no muscle strong as love And it’ll break your heart and shatter it like glass Without the muscle you can't stand impact No body was ever built to last You're gone so fast. If I stay out all night then you’re not gone If I start a fight then I’m not wrong If I try to hide than I’m not lying If I try to not to cry then I’m not dying It must be hard to be so tough There is no muscle strong enough There is no muscle strong as love And it’ll break your heart
4.
Acting 02:56
You’re a battery to the tongue An anarchy reserved for the young But where did you hide the years you missed? Holding your own hand clutched in a fist. You’re allergic to the clock when it ticks Your Calvary is the moment’s tricks But where you slide is where you slip Folding your own hand and calling quits Won’t you grow up now? Because you’re acting half your age When you’re acting out your rage You’re just acting life on stage The part you play takes your self away A sadder day for your Saturdays But how do you find what’s not on your list? A colder kiss from the week’s dead lips. Won’t you grow up now? Because you’re acting half your age When you’re acting out your rage You’re just acting life on stage Won’t you grow up now? Because you’re acting half your age When you’re acting out your rage You’re just acting life on stage Where are you going And how will you know when you’ve got there? Why does this matter And when will it be enough for you? Won’t you grow up now? Because you’re acting half your age When you’re acting out your rage You’re just acting life on stage Won’t you grow up now? Because you’re acting half your age When you’re acting out your rage You’re just acting life on stage. Where are you going And how will you know when you’ve got there? Why does this matter And when will it be enough for you?
5.
Splinter 02:45
I’ll take a splinter In every finger While I work just for you I’ll leave on the shelf Time I spend on myself You are the clock that ticks for me And me for you. I swear I will I’ll be good Everything will be as it should A home I’ll build I’ll be human glue Everything that I do will be for you. I’ll warm the winter Love will live and linger Rainbow smiles with pots of gold at both ends I’ll believe in myself So I can be my own best help In training now to nurse promise to health I swear I will I’ll be good Everything will be as it should A home I’ll build I’ll be human glue Everything that I do will be for you. I swear I will I’ll be good Everything will be as it should A home I’ll build I’ll be human glue Everything that I do will be for you.
6.
Nails 03:13
I’m hanging on Nails piercing your coattails Battling Nature and sad details Babbling Like a madman Babbling Don’t you understand? It’s the only way To try to escape cliche And still to find some lexicon to say You’re the only way I’ll outrun hungry mistakes I will be bound to you for all my days So I’m banking on My words leaving jet trails Prattling Unsure and bit-fingernailed Maddening Emotional handstands Babbling Don’t you understand? It’s the only way To try to escape cliche And still to find some lexicon to say You’re the only way I’ll outrun hungry mistakes I will be bound to you for all my days It’s the only way To try to escape cliche And still to find some lexicon to say You’re the only way I’ll outrun hungry mistakes I will be bound to you for all my days It’s the only way To try to escape cliche And still to find some lexicon to say You’re the only way I’ll outrun hungry mistakes I will be bound to you for all my days I will be bound to you for all my days.
7.
Win 02:23
You’re the map to the memories The string that leads us home You conduct the electricity The paint that colours my monochrome I’m the hat that I raise to you The ring around the bone You untangle the complexity All pain will just leave us alone And I win because: you And I win because: you And I win because: you Years and years and months and days Just melt away Fears and tears and slumps and weights Just melt away You’re the light when the sun is down The singing voice below You’re the luck when my fingers cross The angel in the snow And I win because: you And I win because: you And I win because: you I’ll grow to be like you Then I’ll know just what to do I will water all the plants that make a home bloom I may have said this all before But I will paint every last door Until our hallway floods like a kaleidoscope And we’ll win because: us And we’ll win because: us And we’ll win because: us And we’ll win because: us And we’ll win because: us And we’ll win because: us
8.
Performer 03:42
Not the most articulate, You’re just a violin in a case You’re a sound off in the distance A reflection of a life erased Where there was laughter like a wave breaks Now there’s a silence like in space On the brink of non-existence With no chords left now to play. Don’t let yourself be a clown A performer with no-one around You’re an audience of one now A show with no crowd. There’s a knot in your throat when you sing Like you’re a songbird in a cage You’re unfound where you look for yourself Like you are a missing page. Don’t let yourself be a clown A performer with no-one around You’re an audience of one now A show with no crowd. Oh, are you listening to your heartbeat? Oh, are you living to your heartbeat? Or are you limiting your human heartbeat? Oh, are you living? Don’t let yourself be a clown A performer with no-one around You’re an audience of one now The loneliest sound. Don’t let yourself be a clown A performer with no-one around You’re an audience of one now A show with no crowd. Oh, are you listening?
9.
Mute 02:41
Your lecture’s easy to predict A statue in the mirror A neighbour to your intellect You never dare get nearer So you’ve never had control Of the climate of your soul You’re just an unplayed piano Uh oh, uh oh No keys to your doors ever fit So you just use white roses With thoughts you struggle to evict You just increase the dosage So you’ve never had control Of the climate of your soul You’re just an unplayed piano Uh oh, uh oh Let your hammers sing Let notes dance on string ‘Cause you’re only silencing yourself Your only silence is yourself Your nature keeps you in a cage That’s where you feel safer With loss and bitterness and rage Like an old newspaper So you’ve never had control Of the climate of your soul You’re just an unplayed piano Uh oh, uh oh Let your hammers sing Let notes dance on string ‘Cause you’re only silencing yourself Your only silence is yourself You’re only silencing yourself Your only silence is yourself
10.
Fool 03:02
The gap that opens is a jaw a mile wide It’ll take you inside Make your ambition its bride Your disappointment is torn and terrified Just a species of pride Like a wreck in the tide. They’ve seen your kind a thousand times Or more or less to be unimpressed And I’ve been your kind a thousand times A fool is never idle A fool is never idle A fool is never idle ‘Cause a fool will work for free. You’re an exhibition of the worst work of all time Absent of reason and rhyme Your innocence is a crime You’re faithful to the force that’s dragging you down While you’re facing the ground The clown is wearing a crown. They’ve seen your kind a thousand times Or more or less to be unimpressed And I’ve been your kind a thousand times A fool is never idle A fool is never idle A fool is never idle ‘Cause a fool will work like me. I’ve been your kind a thousand times I’ve been your kind a million times I’ve been your kind a billion times So I know A fool is never idle A fool is never idle A fool is never idle ‘Cause a fool will work for free. A fool is never idle A fool is never idle A fool is never idle ‘Cause a fool will work for free.
11.
Wake 02:43
Let’s run the risk of living No fear is broadcast in our brains Forget the tiredness you feign Let life burst right through your veins There’s light in you that’s so heavy Joy is a frequency your dial needs to find Start the car, a tape rewinding Change the world by just changing your mind There’s a morning that you can’t see yet ‘Cause distance just can’t understand When you wake you’re a telephone not ringing But the sky comes alive when it hears you singing When you sleep you’re a telescope not seeing But the night opens eyes when it sees you dreaming. No-one belongs to no-one No tear escapes, its ghost remains Don’t run, be caught by someone Set life to the mistakes that you’ve made There’s light but it’s just not ready to be seen You’ll find it in your dreams. When you wake you’re a telephone not ringing But the sky comes alive when it hears you singing When you sleep you’re a telescope not seeing But the night opens eyes when it sees you dreaming When you wake you’re a telephone not ringing But the sky comes alive when it hears you singing When you sleep you’re a telescope not seeing But the night opens eyes when it sees you dreaming. Dreaming.
12.
End 02:37
Here’s the shock With a little courage You can drown the rain No matter the circumstance But the more you talk The less you listen I’d recommend that you just button your lip Still you should know by now What you’d sooner ignore Ears just won’t allow Anything you don’t care for You should know by now Darkness is not your friend But it’s okay, everything comes to an end. ‘Cause fear‘s not thought It’s just love malnourished It feeds on pain Whenever it’s given the chance You’re like a clock With both hands missing Time moves through you But you can never change But you should know by now What you’d sooner ignore Your ears just won’t allow Anything you don’t care for You should know by now Darkness is not your friend But it’s okay, everything comes to an end. Still you should know by now (Your heart's a butterfly caught in your head) You should know by now (Your heart's a butterfly caught in your head) You should know by now (Your heart's a butterfly caught in your head) You should know You should know by now What you’d sooner ignore Your ears just won’t allow Anything you don’t care for You should know by now Darkness is not your friend But it’s okay, everything comes to an end. You should know by now (Your heart's a butterfly caught in your head) You should know by now (Your heart's a butterfly caught in your head) You should know by now (Your heart's a butterfly caught in your head) Every song comes to an end.

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released January 28, 2022

All songs written and performed by Peter Kelly.

Produced and engineered by Peter Kelly at Homebody Songs, 2021.

Cover painting by Gemma Kelly.

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Beerjacket Glasgow

Beerjacket is Scottish singer/songwriter, Peter Kelly, who has opened for The National, St Vincent, Kristin Hersh & Frightened Rabbit.

In 2018, Scottish Fiction released album/book of songs & short stories, Silver Cords, leading to an appearance at Edinburgh International Book Festival, a sold-out show with Cairn String Quartet at Celtic Connections, & radio play from BBC Radio 6 Music and KEXP.
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